Title:
I /2
Date:
2021
Source:
https://www.buruan.co/puisi-puisi-rifki-syarani-fachry/
Rifki Syarani Fachry
I /2
I want to live in a world without me
and that means nowhere
I want to stop being me
to be what I never be
to be nothing.
living in a world without me
to be what he never be
fill the fullness of empty
I’m trapping something – can’t help it
to called that: myself.
I move in idiomatic spins
and random poetic expressions
from the list of words in the meta language.
I locked my existence
in cancellation after cancellation
as a poem that always fail to be written
even as the one who ever stayed
in anyone’s minds
I want – and will
live in a world without me.
in an abstract about me
inside someone else’s rotten carcasses
who I recognize as this body
my negation is full
as it was never there
I will only exist in the world
without the world and himself.
and that means nowhere
I want to stop being me
to be what I never be
to be nothing.
living in a world without me
to be what he never be
fill the fullness of empty
I’m trapping something – can’t help it
to called that: myself.
I move in idiomatic spins
and random poetic expressions
from the list of words in the meta language.
I locked my existence
in cancellation after cancellation
as a poem that always fail to be written
even as the one who ever stayed
in anyone’s minds
I want – and will
live in a world without me.
in an abstract about me
inside someone else’s rotten carcasses
who I recognize as this body
my negation is full
as it was never there
I will only exist in the world
without the world and himself.
2021